fresh

la amistad es muy importante
sorry if i haven't seen or talked
to you, especially you, for a while
but i'm just waiting for the day
when i meet you in person...
know that i miss you as well

cinny

a good dog understands its master
a good master understands its dog

hearts

spades, the blade that soldiers used during the world wars
diamonds, perfect rocks that tempt even the greatest beauties
clubs, places where adults act worse than children
hearts, the organs in our bodies that are sleeping in sin
spades: wrath
diamonds: greed
clubs: lust
hearts: should be with God

here and there

oh how much we've grown
but still immature
...i'll love them always

...so we can sleep

february 2, 2010
12:45 am
brother wakes me up to print something
since my room has the nearest printer...
opens light...i'm fully awake
printer rambles on- i get cranky
brother says, "are you going to remember this in the morning?"
...yes

hair like a hurricane

more and more i wonder...
what it will be like
when i'm gone from this world

hold on to who you love

just not those teenage lovers
because they make me sick
do you like being seen in public?
for every kiss, you get out a kick?
sorry to you jacob yu
oh right, you know all the "cruelties of the world"?
trust me...you haven't experienced much
only been denied by a single girl
but i wish i could get through your stubborn mind
to tell you innocence is not all that bad
to tell you about faith in God
and unlock a joy that you never knew you had
oh- it's a shame you're leaving in April