cal apathy

pray for me please. i need courage, i need wisdom,
i need patience, i need gentleness, and i need love.
all of the passages i've read from the bible recently
have pointed towards the fact that i need to act now.
yes, i have been praying for my friends that are not
Christian and yes, i have been searching for opportunities
to evangelize to them and yes, i have spent hours staring
at my ceiling imagining each scenario of what it would be
like if i were to simply throw out the question, "do you
believe in God?" or "what's the purpose of your life?"
but, it seems like somewhere in my thought process,
i've forgotten the urgency of the gospel, the life or
death situation of each day that they face without knowing,
all because i've become a bit too comfortable in my walk
of faith. you see, living a Christian life without sharing
the gospel is like trying to reach a destination while
weaving through and trying to ignore a hoard of blind
people that is right in front of you. i keep telling myself
i need to wait for the perfect moment, because i don't
want to upset any of them. yet, in hesitating, i am letting
them upset my Lord while they are living in sin. i need to
stop putting my friendships above my friends and i need to
start making an effort to win their souls for His glory.
second semester senior, let's go!