my winter coat

twas morning after Christmas when i went
to Macy's, the department store
when i noticed my wardrobe was needy
and then became a shopping whore...

twas my father's good money that i spent
i realized that i had become somewhat spoiled
luckily though, my good boy personality
made my spending plans foiled...

...but i got something anyway

hooked

new clothes, new shoes
...something i thought i would never indulge in

merry christmas

on christmas eve

i regret not asking for more presents
i regret not giving any presents away
but most of all...
i regret not celebrating His birth everyday

today

i jogged about 2 miles and immediately lost my sense of reality
that's what you get for not exercising for months
but seriously...i was sitting on a bench in the middle of a park
no one was around- my hands were getting numb- my vision blurred
i feared for my life...and yet, i'm so much closer to living

judgemental

in a conversation, don't bring it up
it will spiral down to the heart of the speaker
amazing! the talk with such meaning
has turned...into a fight for the better being
"you're being too judging of me"
well, isn't calling someone judge-mental also judging?
it will never end once it starts
the race of right and wrong hides behind raw pride
so...all you can do is listen