Tuesday, August 27, 2013

accidental atoms

still a mere shadow
















it's not enough, it's not enough
i could walk the world forever 'til my shoes are filled with blood
it's not enough, it's not enough
i could right all wrongs or ravage everything underneath the sun
it's not enough, it's not enough
to make me whole
it's not enough, it never was
awake my soul

Thursday, August 15, 2013

chariots

we like to break rules
















that moment when i stepped back inside my home and realized that a huge chunk of my life is leaving soon. go get 'em in college. gonna miss you.

Monday, August 12, 2013

just some odd noise

skies at the edge of summer
















 you may have some passion, but don't think that praying louder
will make your prayer any louder to God than a silent one.
it is about the heart, is it not? as passionate as you may be in those
moments when you raise your voice, do not deceive yourself.
yes, prayer is a dialogue- but it is not one in which we, as children,
whine and annoy our Father with noise until He gives into our whims.
rather it is one in which we ask and receive according to His will.
passion is good, but in my opinion, trust is better. one is required.
am i doubting that you are putting your trust in God? not at all-
let this be a reminder to you not to let your emotions drive your
faith. i don't want you to end up disappointed if God doesn't answer
your prayers right away. instead, i want you to have the same mindset
as you ought to have in both dry seasons and times of passion- that
God is good and everything He provides for us has been appointed
according to His perfect plan. so, if you insist on praying loudly,
let me insist that you also pray faithfully and consistently.
i am so thankful for what God is doing in your life and i am excited
to see how He will grow you in the next year. you are loved.

Friday, August 9, 2013

life is good

enjoying this short summer, enjoying the rest
enjoying the moderate weather while listening to the calm acoustic
it's cute when girls challenge me to video games
speaking of games, enjoying all the fun board games and card games
enjoying the intermittent spouts of serious conversation
enjoying the honesty, the openness of my brothers
praising God for all of your beautiful life struggles
enjoying all of these good and brilliant thoughts i have for you
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avalon! hehe =3 thankful for all that He provides
enjoying this time to catch up on chores