double decker couch

the color of fear

still and silent still

army amy

shocked patrick star face

i had a strange, humorous dream last night that amy came
back from taiwan, except in an army uniform, with a battalion
under her command walking behind her. at first, everyone's
reaction was like "aw...look at her with her cute army helmet
and her cute little rifle." and her response was a gentle smile
accompanied by that modesty hand waving thing we all do
when we receive compliments. but then one of her soldiers
went out of line by taking an extra step during their march and
amy turned into a hardcore drill sergeant, yelling at that poor
guy- we all had that shocked patrick star face. later on, we found
out that amy's unit was deployed to protect our church from an
unknown enemy who had an unknown motive for attacking
efci. my dream suddenly did a time jump and we ended up
trying to barricade ourselves from this unknown danger. at this
point, we were all panicking because some of the soldiers started
disappearing. holes were cut through the ground and walls- this
is how we suspect the enemy was able to make soldiers disappear.
and among the soldiers that disappeared, amy was one of them!
my dream ended here- kind of a cliffhanger i guess. if the dream
was to continue, i wonder how it would play out. would we find
amy? who was this unknown enemy? do we go to in-n-out after?

day well spent

supreme scream

today, i woke up to a gloomy sky and a cool breeze. i spent a good deal of time reading 1 corinthians after eating mini-wheats cereal for breakfast. then i drove down to the university park library to study with chris. there is something so relaxing about driving down jeffrey during gloomy days. we saw sheldon volunteering at the library lol. after studying for a couple of hours, i decided to go to in-n-out to satisfy my 3-week-long cravings (which were only heightened by the 1 week period of no solid foods). but on the drive to university town center, i changed my mind because i felt slight stomach pain- i think my body is still readjusting to solid food- so i got le dips instead (still solid food, but smaller portion). after my lunch break, i went back to the library and sheldon was still there lol. he didn't notice that i came back though because he was on his phone as i walked passed him. good job working that booth, little man. in my second round in the library, i saw daniel on a computer and sneaked behind him. i pretty much stood right behind him like not even full arm's length for a whole minute without him noticing. apparently, he is into lacrosse. now i know. shortly afterward, joshua came in with his unreasonably thick ap chem textbook. working on our homework together with occasional spurts of conversation laced in between a time frame of 2 hours was refreshing. also, the people watching. also, the attempts for humor made by the authors of our textbooks. i showed him the sheared sheep joke (which is apparently on tumblr- but then again, what isn't on tumblr?) so i'm satisfied. after all the studying, i chose to vegetate in my garage as per the usual. mindlessly killing zombies (which is kinda ironic, because brainz). tonight, we took a trip down memory lane at jeff's house, looking up old worship songs our fellowship used to sing back in 2009 and we prayed for those that are out on missions. to end the night, i talked with melody about good food as i sent her home. overall, it was a day well spent and i hope tomorrow will be just as productive.

chrome ninjas

success! my week without solid food is finally over and i am
gradually regaining strength in my limbs again. i still get dizzy
pretty easily though. thank you serena and steven for bringing
me soup the other day. it was glorious! now, i'm just sitting
around waiting to begin working at carl's jr. and not much else.
it rained in irvine today. california weather be like "what's a july?"

reanimation spell

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the rpg arc

shout-out to my bro, chris ho, for bringing me strickland's
during my time of recovery! ice cream for breakfast is bomb.
recently, i watched "the secret life of walter mitty". if you have
an unreasonable amount of free time this summer break, you
should watch that movie. it was heartwarming and hopeful.

i don't even remember taking this...

elephant tranquilizer

sunrise at castle park

 daydreaming about acts of heroism and group games at 4 in
the morning is a slight mixture of both long-suffering boredom
and pain-killer induced joy. i got all of my wisdom teeth pulled
today...er, yesterday if we're being technical. so far, it's not as
bad as everyone has made it seem. except for the lack of food
in my stomach, everything else seems to be in check. the hunger
and the soreness have not not had their negative effects though.
not a drop of caffeine and i can't even get a second of sleep. in
my routine of closing my ideas, desperately trying to shut off
my brain, my brain's activity has only increased exponentially
about potential games to play during college retreat and about
illogical things i would do to protect people i know during
unlikely dangerous situations. humorously enough, the latter
thought process was occasionally the result of the former- me
thinking of somewhat dangerous games. i noticed that the main
game i had in mind was rather sadistic on my part. i wonder...
is that just me being crazy late at night or has the theme of the
games i create conformed to the sarcastically mean attitude of
generally everyone (except like olivia) in the college fellowship?
i'm just kidding...tammie is not sarcastically mean neither.
well, since my brain won't shut up anytime soon, it's time to go
put some of these ideas on paper. i hope that in a couple days,
i don't end up looking back to them and think they are terrible.
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if you have any ideas for group games that you'd like to play, tell me!
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hi there, sun! it is now 6:27 a.m. i looked over my sheet of directions
of what NOT to do after the operation...and i already violated two of
those things lol. maybe that's why there was pain early on. and maybe
that's why i couldn't sleep. moments of revelation like this...s.o.m.l.
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7:30- i decided to go on a walk to castle park. as i was walking, i saw
how the sun rising changed the look of my surroundings minute after
minute and i asked myself "why don't i do this every morning?" and
then i was like "oh, because sleep." at the park, i chose to conduct an
experiment in which i rediscovered the meaning of the word
"balancing" except with painkillers in my system. "don't fail me now
physics" i said while giggling at the horse seesaw below my feet.
surprisingly, i remembered how the center of gravity worked. 

last summer

why is the topic of my hairstyle always a conversation starter with you?