those days

jet-lagged without a jet
happy birthday chris ho.
i can't believe i slept an entire afternoon
even more so, i can't believe i slept through church.
although i could ask what our interactive
bible study was about or be told about moments
shared last night at fellowship, i could never
have that friday back...
now my weekend feels glum
i'm just always so used to it starting off
seeing the people that i love all around me
but tonight, i woke up in the dark
immediately thinking, "i'm going to be late for church!"
only to find out seconds later that
it was already passed midnight.
however, missing out on one night of church
can't get in the way of my relationship with God.
if i were to be missing my bibles, it would be different.
but even in that situation, i would still have prayer.
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i am so blessed to have God in my life- in every aspect.
thank you, Jesus! for without You, i would be lost in sin.
for without You, i would be too ashamed to come before God.
for without You, my soul would have no peace.
for without You, i would be alive in flesh, but dead in spirit.
without You, i would not know love.