sharksburg

i am swimming, but not in the river
instead, i find myself immersed in
dangerous waters, so deep that not even
light could reach the bottom.
i am not okay. i am not okay. i am not okay.
i am praying to God, who i know is
so infinitely more significant than my sin-
but to be fed to the sharks
would not be unjust- i deserve no mercy.
i am not okay. i am not okay. Holy Spirit, sanctify me.
acknowledging my sin had become routine.
breaking down and crying every day is
new to me, this feeling of weakness.
do you still love me?
i am not okay. Jesus, save me. Holy Spirit, counsel me.
guilt is a useless feeling and
regret is a waste of time.
honestly, i will be fine, because of
the confidence that i have in You.
Father, You love me. Jesus, You rescue me. Holy Spirit, You empower me.
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"For from him and through him and to him are all things. To him be glory forever. Amen" -Romans 11:36