one month left to go until a new stage of my life begins. i can feel the tense worries of my parents creeping up on me. it's hitting them hard i assume, because soon, the world will eat me up. i'm sure some of my friends and mentors have their concerns for me as well, because from what most people conclude about me, i'm still a simple, complacent, naive, optimistic, gullible, nonchalant, too-kind-for-his-own-good kid. i've grown accustomed to that description and i'm quite stubborn, so changing drastically is not likely for me. but, that doesn't mean that i won't change at all in college. yes, i may not be the most cynical person, but at the same time, i know that everyone is evil, so don't think that i will be so easily fooled by seemingly "good" intentions. even if people say they are Christian, i will be sure to double check with the Word- this is actually the area in which i'm most critical. as for my motivation, i may not love the thought of being an engineer, i may not even love math or physics, but i love my Jesus! and in everything, i will try not to complain, so pray for me to have joy in the work that i do. and to address those that my parents warn me about, those that may hurt me in the future, those that may hate me, i hope that i may be a blessing to you all.
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