"when did my attention become something of such high demand?
i'm not even cool. why do you even need to bother with me?"
...is what i said last night after a long pointless pride battle with
my older brother. although i said that towards him, i would be
lying if i claimed that it was not directed towards anyone else.
i've grown people tired, haven't i? i hate this state of mind. why?
because deep down at the core of my very being, i know that i
love because of God alone- i know it unshakably. but i'm not a
machine and inevitably, my emotions will interfere and blur
my discernment- they have interfered. and i ask myself the question:
is it really not loving to expect progress or change in a person?
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