caged- i find that on days like these where i spend hours
in my room solving homework problems, my behavior is
similar to a claustrophobic snail. i'm afraid of my own shell,
all outside noises push me back in, and my mind becomes...
sluggish. i wonder if future me will look back upon these days
and think of how i toiled over these things. will he consider it
all worth the struggle or will he think to himself, "i should have
gone out that day. the weather was so nice and a little exercise
could have been refreshing." but at least this day had its changes
of scenery. i mean, the lighting of my room changed throughout
the day. i turned on the lamp at around 6:23 p.m.- that was exciting!
just a couple more months of this. we can do this, future me.
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