a nerd's cry

it's august already. what is this anxiety that i'm feeling?
perhaps it is because half of summer has flown by or maybe
because my classes are almost over. i've been caged
by my parents' desire for me to get ahead- seems more
like i've been behind. my potential was held back and
i have learned nothing from those two classes. i've been
waiting, like a feral beast locked in a cage, to be let out.
to be challenged. to go explore. oh how i've missed math!
haha...maybe my introduction to engineering class was
designed to piss off potential engineers, because there is
no room for any practical use of math and physics.
oh would my brain just pick a side already! rest or work!
but alas, i am forced to choose neither. because the
tedious tasks that my teacher requires us to do neither
allow my mind peace nor allow my mind growth.
give me a textbook to study at least! all we've used thus
far is google- i could do that on my own for "research."
honestly, i'm just not going to do the homework. instead,
i'm going to build. honestly, legos do far more for my mind.
so there you have it, a future engineer's vacation involves
going back to the building blocks of every childhood (literally).