textbook out the window (again)

i'm halfway between being neutral about and hating
with a strong passion the study of chemistry. my
physics oriented brain can't handle all these moles,
and salts, and redox reactions, and limiting reagents,
and solubility rules, and chemical compound names.
if someone is willing to teach me chem, i would
gladly give them a big hug. because even after i
understand it, i will still need a hug for the pain.